I haven't slept at all in days, it's been so long since we've talked. I have been here many times, I just don't know what I'm doing wrong? 
What can I do to make you love me, what can I do to make you care, what can I say to make you feel this, what can I do to get you there?  There's only so much I can take and I just got to let it go, and who knows I might feel better if I don't try and I don't hope..  No more waiting, no more aching, no more fighting, no more trying.  Maybe there's nothing more to say and in a funny way I'm calm,  because the power is not mine and maybe I'm just gonna let it fly..